Kink in exile

Notes from a kinky nomad

Burnt out

I’ve been remiss about posting. I’ve been remiss about writing in general, not just here. I have not gone to a play party, or bought a new toy. Haven’t found a new use for common household objects, or had in depth philosophical conversations about the nature of kink. If it wasn’t for all my friends being kinky, I would wonder if the kink scene still exists.

I guess I just got busy. Woke up and found myself writing web copy instead of porn. Maybe I burnt out; got tired of talking about why and how we do this, and wanted to just get to it already. And then we all got busy. I went from 3 or 4 regular play partners to one boyfriend with no ceremony and little notice. Looked at my calendar and realized I skipped a play party to make dinner for my boyfriend, then looked at myself and realized I didn’t much mind.

Axe was taking about whether kink is a want or a need and you know, for me it is very much a need.  It’s one of those things that doesn’t drive me crazy with it’s absents (few things do); rather it creates a growing void.  Subtle, but noticeable.

Written by kinkinexile

May 15, 2008 at 5:00 am

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  1. Things always come in cycles like that, at least for me. Just a thought, but maybe it’s all the sex work?


    May 16, 2008 at 4:11 pm

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